I miss romance.
Do men really buy their wives/girlfriends flowers every once and a while?
When girls get dressed up, don't men usually say that they look pretty?
I thought that when girls fished for compliments, men gave them some just to either shut up or get some?
I'd be happy for either at this point. I make him breakfast every weekend, and he just takes it for granted. Maybe I should just give up on breakfast. He never eats any of it anyways. Then he just complains that the dishes aren't done and he wants lunch.
I made him meatloaf because he says how much he likes it. I cried because I ate his chips and he got mad. It's like he doesn't care.
I know I've been kind of useless this past month. I have been looking for a job (I have one as of yesterday), and been pretty broke. But it's not just this past month that has been bothering me.
It's just a general lack of anything remotely related to romance.
Download a movie. Watch the Simpsons. Have sex. Download another movie. Have sex. Watch some more Simpsons. Eat dinner. Dishes aren't done. Have sex. Watch more Simpsons. Have sex. I try to make the house look nice or get dressed up or make a special dessert for him...And I just get ignored.
Maybe things will get better after I start making money. Then Chris won't be as disappointed in me. Maybe that will help with him actually trying to be romantic.
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Monday, July 28, 2008
New Month...New Term...New Job...New Life?
I've got a job interview! Today at 3...And maybe one later. When I left Fricker's, the manager said he would call on Sunday night and let me know about orientation on Monday...But he never called. So, I'm gonna call around 10:30 and see if they got a chance to review my application. Worst possible outcome-they say they need someone with serving experience and I still have my interview at Flat Top Grille. Best possible outcome-they say they did and want me to come in tonight and pick up my Fricker's shirt because I've been hired, and I still have my interview at Flat Top. Prepare for the worst, hope for the best.
So far, this month has been pretty lame. I'm totally broke and I am trying to come up with the $300 I need to give Chris for rent. Maybe I should go to amature night at Showgirls tomorrow night. I bet I could make some good money. I don't have anything to dance in...Maybe I'll just win the lottery. That sounds easy, right? $35,000 would be awesome and I get so much accomplished with that much money. I'll just win the lottery.
School starts in less than a month. I need to get books, but I only need three. I need a French workbook, an Anthropology book and a book for my communications class. It shouldn't be terribly expensive considering Chris and I are sharing a French book and I already have all my math stuff. I think I might wait a bit on the anthro book because I don't want to buy it (unless I can find it cheap) if I'll never end up using it, like my psych book. I'm pretty excited about school starting, surprisingly enough. As much as I hated school last year, I don't think I'll have the same problem this term. I still need to get signed up for J100. I should send Susan Byers an email...That's another thing on my list to do today.
There's an idea. I could make a list of things to do today. I could do it each day. How long do you think that would last? Two...Three days? Tops? That sounds about right. I could try it. Maybe I should start another blog. Either that or just edit my "Stop Worrying and Start Living" blog. After the nice little argument I had with Chris a while back, I don't really feel like reading that anymore. Maybe a little organization is all I need.
That and to tweeze my eyebrows and file my nails down a bit.
Hopefully today marks a new life for me. A life of getting drinks and running credit cards and flirting with guys at lunch. I hope they let me know right away. I really don't know if I can stand to wait another week to hear back. The whole DeBrand's experience just sucked ass. In about an hour and 15 minutes, I need to call Fricker's and assess the damage. Until then, I need to do dishes and clean the house a bit. Maybe I'll fold Chris's undershirts too. That would be nice of me, wouldn't it?
So far, this month has been pretty lame. I'm totally broke and I am trying to come up with the $300 I need to give Chris for rent. Maybe I should go to amature night at Showgirls tomorrow night. I bet I could make some good money. I don't have anything to dance in...Maybe I'll just win the lottery. That sounds easy, right? $35,000 would be awesome and I get so much accomplished with that much money. I'll just win the lottery.
School starts in less than a month. I need to get books, but I only need three. I need a French workbook, an Anthropology book and a book for my communications class. It shouldn't be terribly expensive considering Chris and I are sharing a French book and I already have all my math stuff. I think I might wait a bit on the anthro book because I don't want to buy it (unless I can find it cheap) if I'll never end up using it, like my psych book. I'm pretty excited about school starting, surprisingly enough. As much as I hated school last year, I don't think I'll have the same problem this term. I still need to get signed up for J100. I should send Susan Byers an email...That's another thing on my list to do today.
There's an idea. I could make a list of things to do today. I could do it each day. How long do you think that would last? Two...Three days? Tops? That sounds about right. I could try it. Maybe I should start another blog. Either that or just edit my "Stop Worrying and Start Living" blog. After the nice little argument I had with Chris a while back, I don't really feel like reading that anymore. Maybe a little organization is all I need.
That and to tweeze my eyebrows and file my nails down a bit.
Hopefully today marks a new life for me. A life of getting drinks and running credit cards and flirting with guys at lunch. I hope they let me know right away. I really don't know if I can stand to wait another week to hear back. The whole DeBrand's experience just sucked ass. In about an hour and 15 minutes, I need to call Fricker's and assess the damage. Until then, I need to do dishes and clean the house a bit. Maybe I'll fold Chris's undershirts too. That would be nice of me, wouldn't it?
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Monday, July 14, 2008
Sunburn, Chalk and Pizza
I'm obscenely sunburnt. There's a big surprise. I am a vampire and I was outside in the sun all weekend. I should have known it would be bad. I never would have guessed I'd be in this much pain. All those summers marching and doing the chalk walk have never resulted in a sunburn this bad before. I'm limited in what I can do today. I'm pretty sure knitting is out of the question, but I can still read and do some work.
The chalk walk, however, went well...In a manner of speaking. We didn't get spots as good as last year, but they were still on Main Street. Ande spent more time sleeping in the shade than she did actually drawing. It raineduntil about noon on Saturday, so we didn't start working till 1. The cool part was that now that I live in Fort Wayne and Donnie does too, we could stay out till late working because we only had a 5 minute drive instead of an hour drive home. I barely got the coloring finished on mine Saturday night, and Ande hadn't really done anything, so we had to go back on Sunday. I finially finished mine right before the judging started (I entered the Trump l'oiel contest) and walked around to look at Leslie's and Kirsten's pictures. I saw Mary and Laurie too over the weekend. People seemed to really like my mosiac and one lady laughed and asked if I was for hire. I wish she would have been serious. I think doing mosiacs for people would be awesome.
I taught Ande how to knit on Friday, but my method was promptly replaced with contenintal style because of her raging carpal tunnel in her right wrist. Ande made 3 punds of spaghetti because she is retarded, and now I need to take the trash out because it's full of spaghetti that Chris and I could have eaten if she wouldn't have made (like I told her not to).
I think I'm officially in love with Pizza Hut's P'zones. The meat kind are sooo good! Chris offered to buy dinner last night because he thought he was getting paid much later this month, so he had been saving gas money. I can only eat half of one though. They are huge. And I think if Chris were to eat the one I had, he would probably get sick. Lots of gooey cheese and yummy sausage.
Oh yeah...I also got this.![”Photobucket”src=”http://i107.photobucket.com/albums/m313/tryin_ta_knit/SJ_group_icon.jpg”border=”0”]()
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Cool, huh? I need to start linking this on every blog post. I can't wait till the next knit in. They are so much fun. I think I'm gonna start going to the lunch knit session on Fridays. That sounds fun.
I had a dream about yarn last night. How sad is that?
The chalk walk, however, went well...In a manner of speaking. We didn't get spots as good as last year, but they were still on Main Street. Ande spent more time sleeping in the shade than she did actually drawing. It raineduntil about noon on Saturday, so we didn't start working till 1. The cool part was that now that I live in Fort Wayne and Donnie does too, we could stay out till late working because we only had a 5 minute drive instead of an hour drive home. I barely got the coloring finished on mine Saturday night, and Ande hadn't really done anything, so we had to go back on Sunday. I finially finished mine right before the judging started (I entered the Trump l'oiel contest) and walked around to look at Leslie's and Kirsten's pictures. I saw Mary and Laurie too over the weekend. People seemed to really like my mosiac and one lady laughed and asked if I was for hire. I wish she would have been serious. I think doing mosiacs for people would be awesome.
I taught Ande how to knit on Friday, but my method was promptly replaced with contenintal style because of her raging carpal tunnel in her right wrist. Ande made 3 punds of spaghetti because she is retarded, and now I need to take the trash out because it's full of spaghetti that Chris and I could have eaten if she wouldn't have made (like I told her not to).
I think I'm officially in love with Pizza Hut's P'zones. The meat kind are sooo good! Chris offered to buy dinner last night because he thought he was getting paid much later this month, so he had been saving gas money. I can only eat half of one though. They are huge. And I think if Chris were to eat the one I had, he would probably get sick. Lots of gooey cheese and yummy sausage.
Oh yeah...I also got this.
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Cool, huh? I need to start linking this on every blog post. I can't wait till the next knit in. They are so much fun. I think I'm gonna start going to the lunch knit session on Fridays. That sounds fun.
I had a dream about yarn last night. How sad is that?
Saturday, July 5, 2008
365
I just read about a project on flickr.com where you take a self-portrait of yourself every day for a year. I thought it sounded kinda cool.
Oh yeah. I'm supposed to link to Sarah Jane's Yarn Shoppe.
Did it work?
Oh yeah. I'm supposed to link to Sarah Jane's Yarn Shoppe.
Did it work?
Friday, July 4, 2008
Independance Kinda Sucks...Not the Day. The Concept.
I'm bored and lonely. It's bad enough that I have to sit around alone all day when Chris is at work, but now that he doesn't come home at night, I'm bored. However, I am coming up with some really great knitting ideas.
It's the Fourth of July and there are fireworks at IPFW tonight. I think I might go, but I really don't have the money if I have to pay. My bank account is overdrafted thanks to Chris's mom's car going psycho yesterday in the parking lot at Hancock Fabrics. What an ordeal that was. It cost me $60 to unlock a car that isn't mine. On the plus side, the guy that unlocked the doors for me was a really nice guy. I should have asked his name. He looked like the kinda guy that would really appreciate something hand-knit. Like a scarf at Christmas. Oh well. Maybe I'll call back and get his name and send him a thank you card. That would be nice. Not like I have much else to do today.
The whole reason I was at Hancock was to look at buttons. Their selection is so much better than JoAnn's or Hobby Lobby. I'm going to start going there for buttons and also...Yarn! They have every Lion Brand yarn you could ever want. So, as I was perusing, I found this arcrylic/nylon blend that came in black. It's DK weight, so I grabbed some (cost me $5.02) and I am making Chris socks! I've never really made him anything before, so I thought it would be a nice little surprise for when he gets home. I just don't know how to wrap them.
I was up till 5 this morning working on the first one, which is finished except for weaving in the ends. Stephanie Pearl-McFee was right--Turning a heel makes a knitter feel smart. I finished the heel and I was just so thrilled to see it take a corner shape like it was supposed to. That was really cool.
I've cast on and worked about a half inch on the second sock, and once I'm finished with this one (tomorrow, probably. I can't keep pulling all-nighters like I have been), I was thinking about buying a skein of the pink Babysoft, and making some argyle leg warmers for myself. But at the same time, I don't want to buy anymore yarn until I make something out of the yarn I already have. I want to make Jenell a snood-type hat. I saw a girl in Chris's theater class wearing one and I thought Jenell would look great in one. But then I feel bad that I never finished Ande's panda, and I want to make something for her too.
My shoulders are starting to hurt from typing like this, so I'm done for now. But because I'm sitting at home alone, I'll probably keep blogging all weekend, even though I really have nothing to talk about because I'm sitting home alone. Ah well.
Happy the Fourth!
It's the Fourth of July and there are fireworks at IPFW tonight. I think I might go, but I really don't have the money if I have to pay. My bank account is overdrafted thanks to Chris's mom's car going psycho yesterday in the parking lot at Hancock Fabrics. What an ordeal that was. It cost me $60 to unlock a car that isn't mine. On the plus side, the guy that unlocked the doors for me was a really nice guy. I should have asked his name. He looked like the kinda guy that would really appreciate something hand-knit. Like a scarf at Christmas. Oh well. Maybe I'll call back and get his name and send him a thank you card. That would be nice. Not like I have much else to do today.
The whole reason I was at Hancock was to look at buttons. Their selection is so much better than JoAnn's or Hobby Lobby. I'm going to start going there for buttons and also...Yarn! They have every Lion Brand yarn you could ever want. So, as I was perusing, I found this arcrylic/nylon blend that came in black. It's DK weight, so I grabbed some (cost me $5.02) and I am making Chris socks! I've never really made him anything before, so I thought it would be a nice little surprise for when he gets home. I just don't know how to wrap them.
I was up till 5 this morning working on the first one, which is finished except for weaving in the ends. Stephanie Pearl-McFee was right--Turning a heel makes a knitter feel smart. I finished the heel and I was just so thrilled to see it take a corner shape like it was supposed to. That was really cool.
I've cast on and worked about a half inch on the second sock, and once I'm finished with this one (tomorrow, probably. I can't keep pulling all-nighters like I have been), I was thinking about buying a skein of the pink Babysoft, and making some argyle leg warmers for myself. But at the same time, I don't want to buy anymore yarn until I make something out of the yarn I already have. I want to make Jenell a snood-type hat. I saw a girl in Chris's theater class wearing one and I thought Jenell would look great in one. But then I feel bad that I never finished Ande's panda, and I want to make something for her too.
My shoulders are starting to hurt from typing like this, so I'm done for now. But because I'm sitting at home alone, I'll probably keep blogging all weekend, even though I really have nothing to talk about because I'm sitting home alone. Ah well.
Happy the Fourth!
Sunday, June 29, 2008
Death to Windows
My computer is dead. Death. Gone. I'm using Chris's really old iBook and it hates me. I'm pretty sure I'm gonna need a new laptop. Why am I so positive that my computer is gone? Because Fort Wayne hates me. My car died. I hate both my jobs till I get fired from one. I'm poor all the time. And now my computer is dead. This sucks.
I've started making cardigans for Chris's neices. He's leaving on Thursday and my sister isn't coming to stay like we had originally planned. So, I'm gonna be stuck here by myself for four days. However, it's not like I haven't already gotten used to it.
Two weeks in a row. Why? Why does sucky shit keep happening? At least sucky shit that I have to PAY for. If it just involved sucky shit that is free, I wouldn't mind nearly so much.
I've started making cardigans for Chris's neices. He's leaving on Thursday and my sister isn't coming to stay like we had originally planned. So, I'm gonna be stuck here by myself for four days. However, it's not like I haven't already gotten used to it.
Two weeks in a row. Why? Why does sucky shit keep happening? At least sucky shit that I have to PAY for. If it just involved sucky shit that is free, I wouldn't mind nearly so much.
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